AlaskanCuck

Well... I am about to turn 41 male living in the interior of Alaska.
I am a happily married male witha growing desire for being sexually dominated. My wife has an interest in this but her need for it is much less then my own. As you can probably figure out, I am in need of more with my current settings.

I have a growing interest in the Cuckold lifestyle as does my wife. Although I have an interest in it I also feel I would not want to be limited to only ever having her as my experience of sexual release.

I get lots of pleasure seeing my wife pleasured (by me or someone else). She likes the idea of being my cuckoldress and has started to actively seek someone for her bull.

I can't explain why this turns me on and scares the crap out if me. I can gain lots of stressand fear her excercising some cuckoldress rights on me (i.e. Making me eat cream pie etc). Strangely, I do like the idea of it turning on. But again I would never wish to eat a cream pie, muchless someone elses.

I HATE how some things turn me on so much can also cause such high levels of stress in my life.

I hope to fight this and figure it out on here.

Making some friends would be nice as well.

P.S. Is it wrong that I also would like to get in trouble? :-/