If you read my first blog entry, you know that I while I wanted to be cucked, the reality of being cucked was sinking in and it was stinging a bit. My wife's relationship with her bull has taken some unusual turns.
My wife wanted to cuck me fully. She wanted to be sexually exclusively with her bull and put me into chasity. I purchased my chasity belt and the journey started. She fucked him good a few times and I was in the belt for several weeks. It is very difficult. I went from coming many times a week since I was a kid to no orgasms cold turkey. It sucked to be honest. However, with his work schedule and his fear of getting caught by his wife, my wife could not fuck him enough for her liking. So I am out of chsisty and I can fuck her now. I have not see my wife fucking him either. That also sucks.
However, my wife does not hide from me that she is truly in love with him and she will drop everything when he calls to fuck her. For example, on our 5 year anniversary, we spent the weekend at a B&B. However, I think my wife spent more time sexting with her bull than anything. It was on that weekend while I was "making love to my wife" that she looked at me and with a stone cold face, told me how she was in love with another man. She then reminded me that I had encouraged her to cuck me and if she falls in love with her bull, that's my fault.
Over the last year, my wife lets me see her facebook chats with him. I can clearly she he is in love with him. She wants to fuck him more. But when she does fuck him, I get to see the cum stains on her panties and I get to clean up her cum filled pussy. I never thought my wife would fall in love with her bull. I guess I was pretty stupid. So, I like being cucked, but I am not thrilled my wfe is in love with another man. All you cuck wannabees, beware what you ask for!
(paper close to the fire will burn)