She seduced me into this and now it is all I can think about - help

She never really left and we fought our way through it. I was really bad at managing the situation and it almost destroyed us.

We are in a really good place now but every time I'm inside her I am wanting to tell her to go back and fuck him again. She's been with other guys as one nighters, but I want her to be a bitch and take Ryan on another ride.

As I hint about it in our fantasies, she gets totally wet. She ran into him the other day and told me about it. I wonder if she has gotten the hint?

How I get from here to being cucked is the struggle. I want her to go back to Ryan and come home to grind her cunt into my mouth. I want her to tell me how much she likes his cock.

I just can't seem to tell her as I don't know what she'd do or say. And, we almost lost it the first time.