Onwards and Upwards, Blog No 3

I spent a pretty restless night after my innitial introduction to Adam and was left with all sorts of feelings running through me as i lay in my bed wide awake. I was thinking about my friends with their boyfriends and the way they gossiped and laughed with each other when one of the boys made a move on them. The way it took the guys weeks to even make a move on them made me feel certain that was not the way for me, yet Adam had his cock stuck deep in my throat until i felt like i was being choked on a the first date. He had shown me no compasion when i felt desperate for air and had not released me from my situation until hye had satisfied himself. Was this what i wanted or did i want what the others had or did i want something in the middle. I was not sure but i do remember that these thoughts would not go away and i went to work the next day looking tired and drained as my bosses at work were quick to point out to me and send me home for the day.

My lover had also been looking for me that day and had gone into the shop to see me only to be told i had been sent home unwell. He called me soon after and told me how much he was missing me and wanted to see me. He also told me his ... was away that night so i could stay openly with him in his bed together for the night but i declined the offer saying i was too ill to even think about sex with anyone. But my mind was on just one thing then and although i felt flattered by the continued interest of my lover their was only one pair of pants i wanted to get inside of at thas time and that was Adam.

I went back to bed until late in the afternoon then got up and had a lovely hot bath and soak. I used all my favorite bath oils on myself and pampered my body with scent and the works before deciding what i should wear for my first proper date with Adam.

I remember the weather was hot at the time and i knew already that Adam and the other guys in the group liked their girls to wear short tight and revealing clothes. So i thought i would go for a summery innocent sort of look for the evening having tried on loads of other clothes before this and i was pleased when i finally made up my mind. I decided on a short cotton white and blue floral button front summer dress and was really pleased with the way it hung on me. I had no choice but to wear white underwear beneath the dress as in the wrong sort of light it was quite see through, so i went for a small but simple thin white cotton pantie with bra to match and i felt good about myself dressed like this. I was going to wear open heeled sandals with the dress so i decided to paint my toe nails bright red and my finger nails to match which was not something i often did and that made me feel even more attractive and sexy. the day seemed to drag forever as i waited for the time to leave for my date but when it finally arrived i glanced in the mirror at the top of the stairs in my home and i thought "girl you look good" as i grabbed my bag and made my way to the door. I was given a bit of a reality check as my mum shouted after me "you should be wearing a slip with that dress" but i just chuckled to myself and headed for the door.

I arrived at the pub about 15 minutes earlier than i was due to be there and the place was virtually deserted. There were just a few older guys in there and i became very conscious very quickly that they were fertively staring at me when i took a seat on a stool at the bar. I ordered a drink for myself at the bar and began a nervous wait for Adam that went on much longer than the 15 minutes i expected. As the time dragged on to nearly an hour past our agreed meeting time i started to feel quite upset as i thought he was going to stand me up. There were also other guys in the pub who were getting closer to me and trying to hit on me as well, so i was just thinking about heading back to home when in strolled Adam and his friends. I was so relieved to see him that i remember i beamed a huge smile at him but he walked strait past me with his mates and sat down in their usual place in the pub. I felt a bit sad about this as i had hoped he would want to see me as much as i wanted to see him but it did not feel that way. Then suddenly one of the other girls was stood beside me with a list in her hand and a wad of cash. She told me that Adam wanted me to get the drinks in for the group and to take them over to them. She said this was a normal thing for a new member of the group and that i should not worry about it. As she walked back towards the group she told me to come and sit with them after i had ferried the drinks over. This cheered me up a bit and when i looked in the mirror behind the bar i could see that the smile was back in place.

As i ferried the drinks over to the table i could here Adam and the other boys saying that i looked so sweet and innocent in my semi see through dress but that i looke good enough to eat. They were not saying these things quietly either and others at the pub could also here these comments about me but although i felt a bit embarrased about it i chose to ignore the comments. As i took the final drink over Adam made a space for me beside him and as i sat down he slipped an arm around my shoulders and kissed me hard on the lips. "Welcome home Ann" he said to me as he ran a hand gently up my leg from my knee to the hem of my dress halfway up my thigh.

I could not help but notice that Adam had what looked like a silky hankerchief in the breast pocket of his shirt and i thought it looked rather strange and out of context with the remainder of his dress for the evening. But as my eyes were drawn back to the item it dawned on me that what he had in his pocket was my neatly folded panties from last night. I leaned over and whispered into his ear that it was kind of him to return them to me and asked if i could have them back then before anyone noticed what it was in his pocket. He sort of laughed at me about this and told me that the group already knew what he had in his pocket and who they used to belong to as well. Then he told me he was going to pass them around the group as part of my initiation into the inner circle and when i went as if to protest to this he said all the other girls had done the same and if i wanted to leave i knew where the fucking door was. I just sort of gave him a cheesy grin as he took my panties from his pocket and unfolded them on the table infront of him.

All the members of the group fell silent as he told them that the panties had been donated by me last night after he had received an excellent blow job from me and he advised them to look carefully at the crotch of the panties which he opened up clearly for all to see. He told them to note the staining at the crotch of the panties as it gave a clear indication of my true desire for him at the time. He also told them to smell my natural odour from the panties which was fresh and new not old and fishy like some of the old trouts they had in the group before. They all laughed at this and then to my total embarrasment he pased the panties around amongst the group for them all to take a closer look. Various crude comments were being made as the guys especially examined the crotch of the panties and sniffed them as Adam had advised them to do. A few of the guys and 2 of the girls even licked at the crotch with really wicked looks on there faces as they commented that i tasted as good as i smelled. By that time i was feeling really humiliated although i tried not to let on about it but at least i still had Adams strong arm around me which felt reasuring and good. Once they had all inspected the evidence of my bodily secretions in the pantties they were returned to Adam and he refolded them and put them back in his pocket. As he did this he said to the group that had been the highlight of yesterday but that today was another day.

Adam placed his hand back on my thigh again and looked deep into my eyes as he told me that my panties from yesterday had been lovely but the group now wanted to see what i had to offer today. He said they had all seen i was wearing little white panties under the dress and they liked what they had seen. But they wanted to see the vee of the panties between my legs and they wanted to see it now. As he said this his hand disapeared slowly under the hem of my dress and continued its journey upwards. "Undo the buttons on your dress Ann" Adam said to me as his hand continued onwards and upwards at a faster pace. "Go on baby you know you want to" he said as he took my hand with his other hand and placed it in my lap at the buttons. I very nervousely began to undo the buttons from the bottom of the hem to my waist as i glanced around to see that nobody else from the pub could see what i was doing apart from our group. Once i was persuaded to undo them all and reveal the vee of my panties between the legs it took Adam little time to persuade me to open my legs further and allow him to rub my pussy through the panties. I had never been so embarrased in my life but i was excited apart from everything else that was going on and Adam was quick to point out to the group that my crotch was becoming wet again as he cointinued to rub me. He laughed as he pointed out to the group that there would be fresh fluids to lick from my panties tonight for all.

He stopped rubbing me as quickly as he had started and stood up taking me by the hand. He did not even give me the chance to button the hem of my dress again as he announced to the group that we were going off to fuck but would be back soon. He too me quite roughly by the hand in the direction of the gents toilets.

Once he had checked the toilets were clear of people he ushered me into the middle cubicle of the three and told me to sit down on the seat. Almost immediately he removed his cock from its confinement in his trousers and pushed it between my moist wet lips. He told me that i must keep nice and quiet in here but that i needed to suck him fully hard nice and quickly so he could get into hard cock into my moist cunt as soon as possible. He told me he needed to feel his cock inside me and to shoot his semen deep into me and that nothing else mattered to him.

I sucked him hard quickly as he instructed me and i played with his lovely balls also as i did so. Within a few minutes he was fully hard as he had been the night before and he told me to stand up and lean over the toilet cistern with my back towards him and my hands on the back wall of the cubicle. I felt him position himself behind me and he kicked my legs further apart at the ankles as i felt him so close to me. Suddenly he pulled my panties aside and i felt him push himself inside me with a strong determined thrust inside. I let out a little groan as he entered me and he leaned over to whisper in my ear that i had to remain quiet or there could be a problem. Then he began to fuck me with full and powerful thrusts of his wonderful cock in and out of my cunt and it felt wonderful to have him inside me. I started to get carried away a few times as this wonderful fucking continued but each time i did he would put his hands at my throat and hiss at me to be quiet. This continued as it was until his cock errupted inside me and i felt his wonderful powerful semen pumping deep inside me. "That was good babe" he whispered to me as he withdrew from inside me and i felt him wiping his cock on the crrotch of my panties. 

As I felt him move from behind me i went as if to move from the uncomfortable position i was in but he immediately put his hand on my back and held me exactly as i was. He whispered in my ear that although i would always be his girl within the group, i was first and foremost a member of the group itself and that i had to be prepared to make sacrifices for that or i would have to leave. While he was whispering in my ear i could feel him moving to the side of me and i heard the door of the cubicle open and close quickly and i felt the presence of another person behind me. Adam was whispering in my ear again as i felt what i now knew was a man positioning himself behind me and i heard the sound of his zipper being opened. I could feel him fumbling in his trousers then i felt the head of his cock being rubbed against the already soaking lips of my pussy and slipped in between them. 

"You have to give yourself to the group Ann" Adam said to me as he held me in position firmly and played with my breasts at the same time. "This is all part on your initiation into the group my Ann and you will be fucked by this man in the same silent way i have just fucked you". "Dont utter a word or look around to see who it is because it dosnt matter who it is as he is a member of the group and i want it to happen". Adam asked me if i understood what he had said and as i nodded with my face against the wall i felt the man thrust deep into my pussy and begin to really fuck me hard. I remember he gripped my hips in a really rough way as he thrust deeply in and out of me and he held me so hard that it left bruises there for me afterwards. But his thrusts continued to be hard and fast as i slowly relaxed more into the situation with Adam now sucking and biting upon my breasts which he had released from my dress. I felt the man begin to cum inside me after about 5 minutes or so and he quickly withdrew afterwards before i also felt him clean his cock on the crotch of my panties before the door quickly opened and closed and the man left the cubicle.

Adam replaced my panties back where they should be and helped me to get back into my dress properly and make myself look at least a little respectable before leading me out of the toilets and back to sit next to him in the group again. I glanced nervousely around the group wondering which one of them had just fucked me so hard when i was once more given a drinks list and some money before being sent to the bar. I felt like the eyes of everyone in the pub was upon me as i ferried the drinks back and forth to the table once more and i was so glad when i had completed the task and sat down again.

Nobody in the group mentioned anything about what had just happened then for a period of over an hour and i wondered if my initiation into the group was finally over until i felt Adams hand once more on my thigh and he told me to undo the buttons again and to open my legs. I complied with his wishes but i knew i was soaking wet down there with a mixture of Adams and the other mans semen oozing from me ever since i had been fucked and sure enough my panties were visibly soaked with the mixture. Adam smiled at me as he looked me directly in the eyes and told me to remove the panties. I was pretty shocked by this and i must have recoiled a little to his words but he moved his own hand to the waistband of the panties and told me in a more forceful way that they had to come off and it had to be now.

I shuffled around raising my bottom up just enough as i slowly removed them i hoped without anyone else noticing what i was doing and once they cleared my hips and thighs they fell down to the floor at my feet. "Good Girl" Adam said to me as he picked up the panties and laid them out on the table exactly as he had done with the other pair earlier. He went on to spread the crotch on the table and to rub his finger in the mixture of semen and fluids that had been left there. He first put his finger into his own mouth to taste what he had found then he put his finger into my mouth as well after ensuring it was nicely covered in the mixture. Then the fresh panties were passed around all the members of the group once more and they all seemed to take the opportunity to have a lick at the crotch. Once this was completed Adam put the panties into his pocket with the other pair and they all began to drink up as if to leave.

Adam told them all before leaving that i had done well tonight and that i should not have to get all the drinks in future but that it should be shared between me and the other girls in the group. He also told me to button myself up as he was going to take me home but that they would expect to see me the same time tomorrow. As i struggled to get through the group with him one of the girls whispered into my ear that i should always shave myself down there as without panties and a see through dress you could see a little too much. I took her advice when i got home as well and i have kept myself shaved and clean ever since after that experience.

Adam walked me home arm in arm like a proper pair of lovers and was so full of praise for the way i had reacted to the initiataion in the pub. He said i would make a great member of the group and be a wonderful girl for him. I did wonder if he would want to have sex again on the way home but he said he had enough for one night and said i needed a shower. He kissed me at the corner of my road and put a finger directly into my pussy as he did so. As he walked away i could see he was sucking upon the finger that had been inside me and i was pleased to see that.

Once home i got hit by an emotional timebomb as the enormity of what i had just done dawned on me but i knew that if i wanted Adam this was the way of the group so i had to accept it or move on. I turned this over in my mind all through the night as i tossed and turned again in bed but i decided i wanted Adam more than i was worried about the consequences.

I went to work the next day looking like death warmed up once more

Thats it for number Three, hope you like it and that i have not bored you all or grossed you out. I will start on number Four soon if you wish