Does it ever really happen?

... I mean, aside from couples who are already married or committed to each other, does it ever really happen for single cuck-wannabe's like me? Or will my dreams of loving, marrying, and serving a BBC-only/Black-owned white Woman remain just a dream? I really am fine with permanent chastity, and I'm fine with never being allowed to place my small penis in any of a Woman's holes ever again, but are there really any Women out there who would even consider marrying a man like me? Hell, I'm even fine with feminization, domestic discipline, regular degradation, and possibly even serving a BBC Bull with both my holes; but is it really even possible that such a relationship can occur outside of couples who became interested AFTER they married? Don't get me wrong; I'm happy for anyone who has found a way to enjoy the cuckold lifestyle... I just wonder if it can ever really happen for me.