Well, haven't posted anything for a little while, so thought I would. Still haven't gone any further with my desire for BBC. I did have a pretty good New Year's eve. I actually went out to a little party with my bf. There was lots to drink, so I thought I would do my part. I was drinking, doing some flirting with some guys (none of which were black). I do remember most of the night, and I vaguely remembering midnight, but that's as far as I can remember. Good thing my bf wasn't drinking. I do have a feeling that he did use me a little bit, and it must have been after we got home. I know he didn't do me normally (timing issue)...but I do have a feeling that he did me in the backside. (I'm sure some of you know how it feels the next day). Just felt different this morning...and felt a little juicy back there. But hey....I don't care...I had fun last night....the bf obviously enjoyed my company, and I had a great night's .... Would rather brought the new year in with something bigger, darker and harder....but hey, hopefully I will get my chance soon. 
