I worship my wife

2010-08-10

Nothing changes. From time to time she still enjoys cuckolding phantasies and humiliating me. It has been a couple of weeks ago already that this would be the case. Then, she first rode my face, like she often does: She has me lie down on the floor resting the back of my head on our sofa. Then she would climb on the sofa, kneel on her knees, take my head between her thighs, slowly cover my face with her crotch, and have me lick her cunt and butthole until she orgasms.

Having done this, she this time had me kneel in front of her while she would rest on the sofa. I licked her feet and spoke to her about the phantasy I had: Namely, that while beeing facesat I had imagined her moisture resulting from a date with a bull she had served earlier that day.

She asked me to tell more. So, I described, how I imagined her releasing his cum, smearing it into my face and mouth, how hot and lose her cunt felt on my face - still strained by her lovers enormous dick. This phantasy made her want to feel flesh in her cunt. Thus, she took me to the bedroom, layed back on our bed, spread her legs and had me enter her. "So, ..." she asked "do you still imagine I had been deep fucked today? Do you believe to sense how she still quivers from my bulls thrusts? Do you still believe to feel that other mans sperm in me?" By then I had long delivered my load into her (although I seldom ejaculate premature). She smiled and apologized for not having anticipated the strong impact of her words.

Some days before this incident we had gotten into a fight because (after a long time) I had been giving it a try again and suggested to her to invite a guy to our place ("just for a glass of wine, and then lets see ...") whom I had met on this board and who was planning to travel to our town. Once more she declared not wantig to go real.

I don´t know what to do. Time goes by, accelerating and nothing changes when it comes to our sex life.

2009-08-19

Last Friday my wife had me lick and suck her feet again for almost an hour. She enjoyed this a lot an in the end made herself come with a double-ended vibrator. Then she made me wank off on her big bootie and had me eat up my sperm completely.

Next day she let me fuck her, but she makes me wear condoms right now. While screwing her, I told her that she should not allow me to enter her regularly but rather keep me as her cleaning cuck and having her sweet pussy fucked by other men.

"Are you sure, you could really stand that?" she said . Then she started to describe how she would invite some guy home and have him fuck her all night while I would only be allowed to watch the beginning, later having to move to another room and finally having to lick his remains out of her after he had left in the morning. She spoke in a sweet voice, excactly knowing that she would make me cum - which immediately happened.

But nothing changes. She still refuses to go further and says she never will. I am truly desperate.

2009-05-27

My wife is away for a couple of days with the kids. I miss her very much and I am horny as hell because she wouldn´t play for a week or so, even before she left.

Pictures keep coming to my mind that clearly indicate how deeply addicted I am to her. I would occasionally beg her to play with me more often and harder. She would normally simply ignore that. E.g. this happened the last time we had sex. We were sitting side by side on our sofa with little clothes left on. I asked her to treat me more severly than just let me worship her feet. And I asked her to show me a perspective of how she could agree to finally cuckold me for real or tell me other towards more passion.

Like always she would remain silent, look at me, and lift her foot towards my face. I would not react at first. And her demanding foot would be coming closer, stroking my cheeks, touching my chin and mouth with a half contemptuos, half courious look on her face.

Sooner or later I will start to lick and suck her feet as hard and long as she wishes. I will have to masturbate her until she comes, or occsionally she will do herself with a dildo. After she has come she will usually ask me, where I would like to come: on her feet, on her tits or in her pussy. Mostly she can´t resist my wish to enter her.

She simply loves to milk me off with her cunt and break my resistance (I always want our game to last as long as possible). She would spread her legs wide and make sure to show off her pretty feet. She would have a very confident air an play hard with my nipples. Occasoinally she would say things like:

"I bet you now wish I was wet fom having been fucked by someone else and now make you go second. Perhaps I really would, perhaps I would also reject you completely and make you listen to me and my lovers noise from the neighbouring room. Or I let you watch shortly and then send you away. If you begged nicely you might at least get the chance to clean his remains out of me."

By that time my resistance will have been brokan and I will have let everything flow into her. Which makes her so content. She exactly knows that she enforces my addiciion by refusing to take things one step further. I don´t know what to do.

2009-05-26

On the request of Dean I add two more pictures showing my pregnant wife pleasuring herself while having me locked up in a CB3000.

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2009-05-25

Things didn´t change until now. She still loves me to worship an lick her feet and frequentliy asks me to ejaculate on them, then makes me lick them clean. Occasionally she enjoys telling me phantasy stories about her going out on a date, coming home and having me clean her freshly fucked pussy out.

She tried to make me stop ejaculating into her pussy - but for reasons of birth control only, since she´s off the pill and still breastfeeding. But she doesn´t succeed to keep me out or make me wear a condom since she so much loves the feeling of me filling her womb with cum.

I adore her so much. But I don´t know how to make us proceed.

2008-12-12

Right time to get serious?

My wife gave birth to our third kid a couple of weeks ago. Now she shows rising interest in sex again. However, I still may not yet enter her for medical reasons.

Thus we started with foot and humiliation games. E.g. I will be licking her feet while she makes herself come. Yesterday she allowed me to lick her bare asshole for minutes. Afterwards she told me to wank off on her quite impressive butt and afterwards ordered me to lick up all my remains (which I, of course, willingly did). I have become very much hooked on these and similar games which we have regularly been playing since a couple of years now.

She has never really cuckolded me, but I wish for her to do so. In my opinion the time now is right to change our relationship. She has had her pussy reserved to me during the last ten years and has been a loving wife who gave me three children. From now on I want to serve her as a C2 cuckold. I would try hard to stay out of her and would love to see her get used to dicks bigger than mine and to beeing free in her choice of sexual partners.

I told her so, many times already. And I tell her, that now is the right moment to start denying me to regularly penetrate her. The moment is right because we don´t want any more kids, because it´s a great treat for a mother of three to go out with whoever while hubby takes care of the household, and because I had to stay abstinent during the last weeks anyhow.

She replies that she does like the idea of keeping me chaste for a couple of days. She enjoys this as a means to make me horny beyond limits and turn me into her mindless salivating whorshipper. In the past, she has been locking me away shorttime in a CB3000 and teasing me, even during the last weeks of her pregnancy as you can see on the following pics:

But she also answers to my suggestions that she still wouldn´t want to keep me in chastity for a longer period since she needs dick in her pussy and still does not want to include any other men.

Has anyone experienced a similar situation?
Would you agree that it´s a good time to change roles after the birth of a ...?
Do I have any reasons to hope for her changing her mind and taking things further?
What could I do to encourage her?
Finally: Is there a word for the sexual practice of not beeing allowed to enter your wife, while you may still be allowed to wank off (so it´s not really chastity)?

2008-10-1

I am starting to write this blog hoping to record how our marriag develops into a cuckolding relationship.

I absolutely adore my wife! By beginning to act out cuckold phantasies with me she definitely turned me into her worshipping slave. I frequently will have to lick her feet. Often she will not allow me to enter her and will pleasure herself with a fat dildoe instead. I will be happy having to wank off on her pretty feet, as I am often ordered to do. It arouses her to have me lick the mess up afterwards

My lovely wife waiting to be serviced:

Showing off her divine rear. She loves to have me clean her out of my remains and lick her asshole deeply:

She loves to turn me into a subservient and salivating worshipper by showing of her lovely high arched feet and moist cunt :

She really is an addict to cock an sperm. Which makes it hard for her to keep me chaste as long as she does not want to include other men into our games.

She drives me crazy by telling me phantasies about how she serves other men orally and how she takes big cocks in all her holes. She prefers phantasies in which she goes out with other men whithout me or is used by them in our home, me beeing banned to another room. After her lover is done with her, I will have to clean her out.

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