Work in progress

I have been the other man in women's lives for most of my life. It just seemed that is what women predominantly wanted from me. As early as six years ago that bothered me. I would tell cuckold-type guys how I envied them because a woman wanted them for the long run and that I was the fling on the side. They, of course, would tell me how they envied me.

Since then I had become comfortable and accepting of my role to play in these wonderful relationships, and honestly I really do want to be anything more than a "bull," "lover," "other-man," etc. I have been in one relationship where the woman was going through a divorce, and as the "lover" things were great. Once the divorce was finalized and I became "potential husband" things went awry. Now, I don't even feel right in a monogamous relationship.

Now, I've even find myself achieving a whole new level as a "bull." I've convinced a newly married wife that had an affair with me to become a hotwife. I've met her traditional husband who is upset and disgruntled, but so far has remained with her. However, both of them realize that I'm not trying to "steal" her, and I have realized that I'm a bull, and I love it.