when i realized i was small

the very first thought i remember of having a small dick , i was about 20 years old and watching a porno. i remember thinking how small i looked and felt in my hand but i figured they used camera tricks or something in porno to make those dicks look so big so i didnt think much more about it. i got married a year later and remember a few times feeling small. it was hard for her to have an orgasm and reguler condoms slipped off my dick several times during sex, i remember always checking to see if they were still on. i think it was when we took some nude pics of each other that it really hit me and i remember thinking how small my dick looked compared to the rest of my body.