I was 12yrs old when I sucked my first cock, it was a childhood friend of mine and I had spent the night with him and while we were jerking off he asked me if I would and we did this off and on through high school. I was so afraid that someone would find out that I kept our meetings to a minimum plus I was afraid that somehow this would make me gay.
I always liked women sexually but when I would break up with a girlfriend I would become obsessed with the ideas of her enjoying being fucked by her new boyfriend. This would really turn me on but I didn't know what cuckolding was or understand why it turned me on so much. But the thought of her being fucked by a guy with a cock bigger than mine and enjoying it so much more just turned me on. Yet I kept my bisexuality hidden and didn't mess around with guys that often.
I got married some time later to a girl named Donna she was a very attractive brunette with brown eyes small perky breasts and a nice ass. I kept having these fantasies while we were fucking of her being fucked by a black guy with a cock superior to mine. I approached her with the idea of doing a threesome but she acted as though she were offended and I didn't bring it up again.
My bisexual fantasies became more of an obsession and my wanting to find a black man to suck consumed more of my thoughts. I began cruising the internet posting ads and such so as to begin emails with black guys who wanted blow jobs and would continually think about them while making love to my wife. I couldn't get it out of my head so I eventually decided to go for it and settled on a very well built black guy in his early thirties.
His name was Tom and his physical appearance was very commanding as well as his personality. I felt somewhat intimidated by him and he was very had a controlling nature about him which made me feel afraid and yet excited at the same time. He was 6'3" and muscular, I could tell that he worked out.
I met with him over a few drinks and finally worked up the nerve to tell him of my fantasies of him fucking my wife but didn't think I would ever have the nerve to ask her or go further with it. He suggested that he meet my wife casually sometime but he still wanted me to suck him off for the time being. He took control of the situation right away and told me exactly what he wanted me to do when he wanted it. It made me very excited to let go of my will and to be controlled, but I have to admit it made me a bit apprehensive.
I got so much pleasure out of feeling his enormous beautiful cock in my mouth and giving him pleasure. He was quite a bit larger than I was physically but his cock was huge. I felt really intimidated just by his presence, but when I seen his cock I was mesmerized! It was like I couldn't get enough of it and I would suck him off as often as time would allow. One day he brought out a camera and took a snapshot of me sucking his cock and before I knew it he had taken it. I was surprised and but he assured me that it was just so he could think about it while he was jerking off later on. I didn't think much of it at the time, I just wanted that cock.
My wife became suspicious of where I was spending all my extra time but I played it off as I was just hanging out with a guy from work playing pool and whatnot. But she eventually became more insistent that she meet the guy I am hanging out with just so she would know where I was spending so much time. This kind of made me nervous, but I told her that I would invite him to dinner sometime soon.
I eventually made the arrangements for him to come over for dinner. I was surprised how she was eyeing him over when he came in the door but he was a very dominating presence because of his stature. They made introductions and sat in the living room over a couple of drinks.
I am a better cook than my wife so I cooked the dinner while they made conversation in the other room. Tom was quite a charmer and had her laughing and I could tell she liked his sense of humor. Dinner went well and he hung out for a while afterwards but had to finish up some business so left shortly after. She gave me her seal of approval for me to continuing spending time with him and he could come to the house whenever we wanted to hang out there.
The next time I seen Tom he told me what an attractive wife I had and how lucky I was to be with her. Then while I was sucking his cock he went on and on about how much he would like to put his big black cock inside her white pussy and I could tell he was getting very excited, he practically rammed the whole thing in my throat when he was cumming and to tell you the truth, it excited me as well...I practically came while he was talking about it.
The next meeting we had he suggested that we take it to a new level, he wanted to fuck me. I had expressed my interest in doing it but I had my doubts if I would be able to. He suggested that I would use some butt plugs between then and the next time we met so that I would be ready for it, the thought of having him inside me made me hard everytime I would think about it along with the thoughts of him fucking my wife. I thought about this the whole time I was fucking her in the meantime.
I went to the local sex shop and purchased a couple plugs so as to work myself up in size over the next week or so. I talked to Tom a couple times that week and he asked me if I was using them and that he wanted for me to invite him over for dinner again and to leave it in while he was there. I did as he instructed and ended up cooking dinner once again with the plug inside me while he and Donna sat in the living room talking and laughing. I felt a tinge of jealousy from her delight in their conversation but at the same time the thoughts of him fucking her ran through my mind and made me excited along with the feeling of the plug inside my ass.
We ate and talked over dinner and afterwards had a couple of drinks. I noticed Donna was getting more flirty with him after we had the booze had effected her laughing and touching him on the leg a couple of times. He got ready to leave and Donna followed him out to his car like a little puppy chattering all the way almost giddy like a school girl. I watched from the front door as she gave him a very friendly hug and I thought I could see her hand brush him across the front of his slacks but I couldn't see for sure.
After she came in I went into the bathroom and took out the plug and retired to the bedroom. Donna was wet right off the bat and very hot, I had a feeling that she was thinking of being with Tom and to be quite honest, so was I. I wanted to have him inside me as much as I wanted to see him inside her and possibly more. I was really looking forward to him fucking me and it excited the hell out of me. Donna and I had some really wild sex that night but I think both our minds were on Tom.
Wednesday of the next week Tom and I set up a time to meet up and my anticipation of feeling his big hard cock inside me had me rock hard, I could hardly wait! He instructed me to have the large plug in me all day at work to make myself ready for him when we got together at his apartment. When I showed up he told me to get undressed and to kneel down at the foot of the bed facing it. I did as I was instructed and he brought out some nylon rope and began to slip it around my wrists, I became a bit uneasy with that but he assured me that it would help to turn him on and he didn't want me to back out.
He tied me face down on the bed with my knees on the floor at the foot of the bed. He also bound my legs to the legs at the foot of the bed with my hands tied at the head. I was at a very vulnerable position and I felt like it too. I was nervous because I wasn't sure if I could handle all of him but I wanted it too. He had it in mind that he was taking it now whether I was willing or not...I was his bitch for the night.
He got a bottle of lube out and began lubing my ass and sliding his finger inside my ass then lubed his cock up really good then proceeded to positon himself behind me. I started to tense up as he stuck the head to my ass and he told me to relax and he would take it easy if I answered his questions correctly. I agreed and slowly he stuck the head in, it was uncomfortable but I could take it so far.
He asked me if I really liked his cock and if I would like to continue to enjoy it and I told him of course. The next thing he asked was that if I would like to see him fuck Donna, I thought about it for a second and then he started to push himself in a little harder so I quickly answered "yes I would love to see him fuck her". He was slowly working himself in and out of me but I could tell he had a ways to go to be all the way in.
He then started telling me that he would like me to take a business trip, but I would really be staying at his place while he goes to my place to spend time with her and in turn fuck her. He asked me if that would be alright and once again I took too long to reply and he shoved his cock in me a bit deeper. I was enjoying the feeling of him being in me but it hurt a bit when he would go further into virgin territory. I told him that I would agree with that and I had hoped that she would go along with it as well. He told me that he knew she would spread her legs for him if he had opportunity with her. That brought on a tinge of jealousy but still it excited me as well.
He slowly worked himself into me until he was all the way in, the feeling of his big cock sliding in and out of me was incredible and like nothing I had ever before experienced. He asked me if I liked having him inside me and I told him that I loved it. He told me if he cum inside me that I would be his bitch to fuck whenever he felt the need, I told him that I want him to cum inside me and began to beg him for it. He told me that my pretty little white wife would be begging for it too when he got through with her. He then began to tell me how he was going to make a black cock loving slut out of her and that my cock wouldn't be good enough for her after he were done. That brought upon a mixed feeling of excitement and shame. But I kept begging him to cum inside me.
He told me then that when I am at his apartment that he would be handcuffing me to the bed so that I wouldn't interfere with him fucking my wife. He wanted to make sure that I stay put. I agreed and started pleading with him to please cum inside me and that I wanted to feel his big hard cock throbbing inside me. He started stroking me harder and harder and I could tell he was getting close and all at once he thrusted while pushing my head down on the bed filling me up with his hot seed. It was incredible, I was shaking from all the excitement and my cock was rock hard, I just about came just as he did.
He got off of me and untied me and told me that I am now his bitch and he was going to make my wife his slut. He instructed me to go to a tattoo shop and get a “T” inked on my ass so as to show my loyalty and ownership by him or I wouldn't be getting any more of his cock. I wasn’t sure how I felt about making a commitment like that but I didn’t want to give up that cock either so I was willing to do what he had instructed.
We set up my "business trip" for the next weekend. Donna was suspicious because I rarely took trips on the weekend but I assured her that it was the only time that I would be able to get with the right people during Saturday and Sunday and I would be back on Monday night. She bought the story and it was all set up.
That week went by very slowly, I didn't meet with Tom until Friday night and just gave him a quick blow job as he explained to me his plans for fucking my beautiful Donna. He then brought out a chain and shackled my ankle to the bed in his room after ordering me to disrobe. I thought it kind of strange being that he was going to be gone but I had learned not to question him by then. After he had me secured he told me that he had a couple friends that he wanted me to "entertain" and it would keep me occupied while he was "entertaining" Donna. This made me feel very uneasy because I had no idea what his "friends" might have in mind for me or what. He soon left and there I was.
A couple hours passed, I was sitting on the bed when these two good sized black guys came in. I could tell right away that they were not going to play around, they started telling me to get on my knees and start sucking as soon as they got inside the apartment. They were taunting me about Tom fucking my wife and what kind of man lets that happen. They also said that Tom had told them that they could do to me whatever they wanted and if I disobeyed that it would be very hard on me. One of them took a belt off and started whacking me really hard until it brought tears to my eyes. He said that was merely a sample of what he would do if I don't respect his orders.
I was amazed at how big both of their cocks were, the one was about the size as Tom's and I was cool with that but the other was quite a bit thicker and just as long. One of them then got a camera out and started taking shots of me sucking cock so as to see my face. Then the guy with the thick cock got up to where I was sucking him while the other was behind me lubing me up. I was a bit excited by this and my cock was getting hard. He noticed it while lubing me and commented to the other that "this white boy loves black cock so much he is hard before I shove it in".
He then positioned himself behind me and pushed it in all the way, it hurt like hell and I about gagged on the other cock while he was doing it. I was being held in place just helpless and knowing that if I disobeyed it was the belt so I just took it as best I could. After a few minutes that seemed like hours the pain subsided and I began to enjoy feeling him inside me. I started moving my hips and tightening around him inside me, it felt so hot and with a even bigger cock in my mouth I was getting really turned on.
I was starting to really get into it when he started talking again telling me how he bet by now that Tom was balls deep inside my wife's pussy and that I might as well get used to not ever fucking her again because she would never be satisfied by my little white cock. He then began to tell me that as soon as they were done with me they might be going over to pay her a visit too and began taking pictures of his cock in my ass. He noticed the "T" on my ass and said that my wife would have a new tattoo this weekend too.
About then his cell phone rang so he pulled out of me to go answer it, he listened there for a minute and smiled. Then turned on the speaker phone and I could hear Donna yelling and screaming from pleasure. I could hardly believe my ears and it drove me crazy that it hardly took him any time at all. He then laid the phone on the bed so that I could hear everything that was going on with Tom and Donna meanwhile him and the thick cocked guy switched places. I started to say that I didn't think I could take him but before I got two words out I had the other ones cock in my mouth and told to shut up or I would be getting the belt.
He said that I was going to satisfy the both of them as they seen fit or I would have hell to pay. The guy lubed up his thick cock and began to push it inside of me. It was a lot thicker than the plugs I had used and I felt like it was tearing my asshole way out of whack but he kept pushing while the other was holding me down in his lap. I felt as though I was being raped in so many ways, an oversized cock in my ass and a guy with a beautiful big cock fucking my wife and her enjoying every stroke. I must have heard her cum 5 times in the matter of a few minutes, I could hardly believe my ears.
He finally worked his thick member inside of me and it was starting to not hurt so bad when he started stroking inside of me. I was actually starting to like how it felt inside me and was moving with him and tightening the muscles inside me while sucking the other one. It was really turning me on to be a bitch, more than I had imagined. It must have lasted for close to an hour until the both came inside my ass.
They were both enjoying listening to Tom fucking my beautiful wife, I could hear him talking to her and asking her how much she liked having his big cock inside of her and her responses of pleasure showing him how much she liked it. I don’t recall ever hearing her in so much pleasure in all the time we made love together.
The two guys eventually tired and left me there alone. I fell asleep with cum running out of my ass for what must have been a couple hours when Tom showed up. He had a huge grin on his face and couldn’t wait to tell me how much he enjoyed fucking my wife. He then put his cock in my face and told me to clean off their combined juices. I was still very excited by the notion of him fucking her but having mixed feelings that she did it so easily.
He said that he was going back over to my house and that he had told Donna that he needed to get a shower and a change of clothes. He said that she didn’t want him to leave and he said he could tell that she was hooked on his big black cock. He also said that he could tell that she would be doing anything he wanted her to do in no time at all. I felt strange that I had a tinge of jealousy that she got all of Tom’s attention for the night, but I had gotten what I wanted…a black guy fucking my wife, didn’t I? But I had also wanted to watch it.
Tom jumped in the shower and after he got out I asked him if it would be possible for me to watch him fuck her from the bedroom window. He thought about it a second and agreed as long as I didn’t interrupt, if I did then he would tell her about me sucking his cock and everything else. I was starting to feel that I was getting blackmailed by a black male. But I accepted the conditions and he then unshackled my leg.
