my need to share her

From day one this was my fetish. I owned it. Getting Linda to watch the porn and then to follow up with roleplay was all me. She gladly went along with our play. I suspected Linda was playing around as she was always highly sexed and I was lacking physically. When I realized I was turned on by this it kind of lead me down that path. She really loved the fetish vids I brought home as well. I realized how the cuckold roleplay seemed to appeal to her. That gave me the courage to spring it on her. When I did I was incredibly suprised that she didn't reject it outright. She was intrigued.
Even turned on by it.
Linda asked if I was really serious about doing mmf 3somes and was I truly wanting this or was this just fantasy. I knew she was thinking about this very seriousely. I asked her how this would appeal to her and she was honest. Other cocks really made her hot. Just talking about it made her horny as it did me as well. "Are u sure u can handle watching me fuck another guy?" She asked. I was more then ready and told her so. She smiled and finally after a few wks she came back and agreed to allow this but she asked if I would be ok with a blk man. I was more then ok with that.
I can't begin to explain my excitement at this lifestyle change. I knew a little of what we were getting into. Already Linda was assuming more of a commanding role in our bedroom via our roleplay and that excited me to no end. The more we talked about our 1st scenario the more excited we became. It was Linda's decision on how to aproach our 1st experience and I already wrote about how she just wanted to be picked up by a stranger in a bar. She did that and there just was no turning back. She was hooked.
It was the 2nd experience where I was actually present during the sex. This was a milestone as it was the 1st time where she actually had sex with another man with me in the room. If she wasn't able to do that then it was kaput as a lifestyle as far as I was concerned. I mean if I couldn't watch then whats the point? We passed that with no problem. Linda was very assured and I was a little relieved.
I wasn't with her during every encounter. Our schedules were pretty hectic with 2 kids and her working nights and me days. I also worked allot of OT on nights. She quickly got me to give into that as if we had to wait for me every time then it would have been very infrequent and Linda was needy. I enjoyed knowing she was getting what she needed and we had an agreement. She had her freedom and would try to keep me in the loop for most encounters but an odd one w/o me was acceptable. Her 1st bull Aaron was very happy with that.
As a cuckold this excited me in incredible ways. Just knowing Linda was sexually satisfied and playing with other men derived an incredible sense of satisfaction in me. That seemed odd but it's very true. Cuckolds seem to get off on their wives satisfaction.
I was always able to talk to her bulls. In fact I was very friendly with them. We were able to have that side of us with them w/o impacting the kids. That we were careful about. We were very up front with the bulls about this and that was a dealbreaker for both of us. If a bull became indiscrete vis a vis our home life? He was cutoff. We were both very serious about that. If the bulls were respectful of our boundaries then they had a very satisfying sexual session with Linda and myself being present. If it was awkward at the beginning with a bull it was I who made him feel comfortable with cuckoldry. They saw that I was quite comfortable in my skin as a cuck. That made them comfortable in theirs. And if they were nervous about me being a cop well that wore off quick as Linda so enjoyed humiliating me as a cop and a cuck. They quickly learned that this was not a problem and they even began putting their own spin on this. It really gave them a sense of power and superiority over me as a wht man and a cop that so many blk men craved. Nothing made me happiest then when they owned my wife sexually with their knowing grins. I think thats the essence of cucklds. Its not just empowering the wife its also the empowering of the bulls. That power exchange to me is just incredibly hot and its beneficial to me and her. Not to mention the bulls.