Careful What You wish for

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I sometimes feel like a lurker, or intruder on this site. Not because of how I have been treated, because I have had wonderful chats and interactions here. Rather, I feel like that because of how things have worked out in my life. My wife is 15 years younger than me, and we started exploring the cuckold lifestyle a few years ago. I am basically submissive sexually, and bi, and the area has appealed to me for years. We played with a few guys, and she had a bf for a while, and I loved when she would come home and tell me about their time together. A year or so ago, we corresponded with a couple of Black men for the first time. We were about ready to meet one of them, when my wife decided to pull back. I contacted him to express my regrets, and he suggested that he and I get together for coffee, just to meet.

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We met and got along great. He asked if I could help him take some building materials to his rental property, and I said sure. After some small talk, he took charge, and I found myself on my knees sucking him. It was incredible. He was fully in control, and all I wanted to do was please him. Since that time, we meet a couple of times a month, and he seems to take delight in feminizing me. Becoming his sissy has been a great experience, and he is slowly taking me to more and more areas that I find I love. I have more or less become his property, and that is a good feeling, as I feel safe with him. There is a great deal of trust, and a real friendship has evolved. That friendship is treasured, but when he wants to be serviced, there is no doubt who is in charge. So, what began as cuckoldry has developed into definite BBC worship. Hopefully, my wife will regain her interest, and it will become both.