by Sigma5
I am not sure, most of the time I am a confident professional male, I run my own business and have been a contract manager for builders, electricians and telecoms engineers, exactly the type of occupation filled with alpha males.
I really don't know why I get so turned on when my wife tells me about guys she has fucked and without a doubt, most would be classified as alpha males.
My wife hates the term "cuckold" and doesn't really understand why I put up with her having sex with other men. She doesn't want me to watch her having sex, even though she is happy for a room full of strangers to watch her having sex with another stranger.
I don't quite get that part, I have begged my wife to let me watch and although she is more than happy to tell me the details of what she has done and gets turned on as I lick her after another man has cum in her, she really doesn't want me to watch.
I convinced her to try a swingers site and she agreed as long as she was blindfolded and I waited downstairs, the strange thing was she was happy to fuck a complete stranger and let him do whatever he wanted to do, but I couldn't watch it happen, but she was happy for me to be in the house
I am pretty sure all of this stems from her first boyfriend, and although she "hates" the bad boy "alpha male", she can't resist them.
I would liken it to the abusive marriage, in that a women gets treated very badly, but then repeats the same mistake and marry's another abuser, and then complains "why does it always happen to me"
My wife needs the hard sex and abuse, but also needs the security and love of a "dependable man".
I am convinced my wife loves me and would never leave me, but I also know she has "primitive" needs.
I have tried to spank / whip / punish my wife, but I am unable to do it, I still can't really understand why she enjoys it..
In 2007 my wife became very ill and we both assumed that it was HIV, thankfully it was more or less the opposite
of HIV, and apart from taking one tablet a day she is completely healthy.
She has lost 56 pounds in weight and goes to the gym 4 -5 times a week, although I preferred her when she was plumper.
The downside is she virtually stopped drinking and would only have sex with condoms (except with me and Chris)
She still enjoys sex, but because she doesn't go to pubs anymore it is very difficult for her to meet guys, we have tried swingers sites, and although she sometimes enjoys the sex I miss out on the creampie.
We have started to watch interracial sex videos and she gets really turned on, and has even said she would be happy for me to watch her with a couple (or more) of black guys, she would want them to use condoms.
After the health scare she met up with Chris and told him he would have to use a condom, he told her he would never use a condom, she still had sex with him, but not very often.
I really don't know why I get so turned on when my wife tells me about guys she has fucked and without a doubt, most would be classified as alpha males.
My wife hates the term "cuckold" and doesn't really understand why I put up with her having sex with other men. She doesn't want me to watch her having sex, even though she is happy for a room full of strangers to watch her having sex with another stranger.
I don't quite get that part, I have begged my wife to let me watch and although she is more than happy to tell me the details of what she has done and gets turned on as I lick her after another man has cum in her, she really doesn't want me to watch.
I convinced her to try a swingers site and she agreed as long as she was blindfolded and I waited downstairs, the strange thing was she was happy to fuck a complete stranger and let him do whatever he wanted to do, but I couldn't watch it happen, but she was happy for me to be in the house
I am pretty sure all of this stems from her first boyfriend, and although she "hates" the bad boy "alpha male", she can't resist them.
I would liken it to the abusive marriage, in that a women gets treated very badly, but then repeats the same mistake and marry's another abuser, and then complains "why does it always happen to me"
My wife needs the hard sex and abuse, but also needs the security and love of a "dependable man".
I am convinced my wife loves me and would never leave me, but I also know she has "primitive" needs.
I have tried to spank / whip / punish my wife, but I am unable to do it, I still can't really understand why she enjoys it..
In 2007 my wife became very ill and we both assumed that it was HIV, thankfully it was more or less the opposite
of HIV, and apart from taking one tablet a day she is completely healthy.
She has lost 56 pounds in weight and goes to the gym 4 -5 times a week, although I preferred her when she was plumper.
The downside is she virtually stopped drinking and would only have sex with condoms (except with me and Chris)
She still enjoys sex, but because she doesn't go to pubs anymore it is very difficult for her to meet guys, we have tried swingers sites, and although she sometimes enjoys the sex I miss out on the creampie.
We have started to watch interracial sex videos and she gets really turned on, and has even said she would be happy for me to watch her with a couple (or more) of black guys, she would want them to use condoms.
After the health scare she met up with Chris and told him he would have to use a condom, he told her he would never use a condom, she still had sex with him, but not very often.
