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Rhode Island Wedding

Hi,

I guess I should start by telling you something of my background. I’m a married, half Italian, half Irish woman. I have been married to a man 15 years my senior for 24 years. I have 2 married sons, who no longer live at home….. I just turned 45,,,, damn that seems so old, but my sexual libido is as strong as ever. I have been dating black men for 11 years, and although my husband doesn’t know my dark secrets, I know he suspects I am not faithful. He has never asked or questioned my outside activities. Does that make him a cuckold…. I don’t know? That is just my situation. What I plan on doing is describe my journey into being an unfaithful wife who prefers to fuck and suck black men. Comments are welcome….

Kisses

Jeri


About myself, I was raise on the south side of Chicago, Bridgeport to be exact. I attended a Catholic grade school, an all girl Catholic High School, and a local Catholic University.
No guilt here,, right…..

They say, confession is good for the soul…. And I hope this blog will be some kind of emotional release for me…. I want to present the facts to you as truthful and accurate as I can recall.

When I was 6 or 7 my Italian mother caught me rubbing myself between my legs and she scolded me, “Good girls don’t do that…”,,, But that didn’t stop me from humping a pillow at night…. Despite what my mother said,, it did feel good….. The beginnings of my guilt trips.. My growing up, I always heard, “Good girls don’t do that”,,,, So naturally what are the results of all this suppressed behavior….. suppressed sexually.

Believe it or not I was a virgin when I married…. My husband was my first…. And only lover until I was 34. The thought of having sex with another man was out of the question. I had a wonderful, loving family and everything seems to be going so well.

I met my husband while attending college. He gave a lecture on leadership. He was intelligent, handsome and quite charming. After the lecture, I lingered around and asked him a few inane questions, which I can’t recall now. But I do know they were meaningless. He asked me to dinner that night and we were married 3 months later…..

He was 35 and I was 20. Within a year I was pregnant with my first ..., a boy. A year later by second ... was born. My husband wanted more children but I just couldn’t get pregnant. I thought that our sex life was good and I had no complaints. After several years of trying, I finally became pregnant but had a miscarriage 4 months later. It was a difficult pregnancy and I had to have a tubal ligation. I could not have any more children. My husband was very disappointed and I believe he blamed me for the miscarriage. Things were never the same between us….

Over the next few years I struggled with periods of depression and guilt over losing the baby. My idyllic life wasn’t so great anymore. Our sex life was almost non existent and as time went by, I began to fantasize more and more….. It was during this period of my life that I began to masturbate frequently. My fantasies were mostly of me having sex with single men and me being submissive to their demands…..

The next post will be my trip to Rhode Island and my first sexual experience outside my marriage….. Kisses all.


Well the holidays are finally over and maybe things can get back to normal…. I hope everyone and a good Christmas and will have a very good New Year…


In November of 1997, just after my birthday, I received a wedding invitation from one of my best friends from high school… We kept in contact over the years and she was now living in Rhode Island. She was getting married for the third time… So really not a big deal any more…. My husband didn’t want to go…. He said, it would just be my friends attending and he didn’t feel right about going…… He added that it probably would do me some good to get away by myself and take a little mini vacation.

I responded the invitation stating that I would be attending by myself. Later that week, Jenny called telling she received my response and was looking forward to seeing me. She said, the reception was going to be held at the Providence Marriott Downtown and that she was booking rooms for out of town guests. She gave me the hotel’s number and said to tell them I as a guest attending her wedding.

I called making the reservation and giving them my husband’s credit card number. The wedding was on a Saturday, but took the room for a few extra days. I was going to check in on Thursday and stay until Monday. I made air reservations and was all set to go..

Before I knew it, my departure day and arrived. I had my bags packed and was ready to go. The flight was uneventful. After landing, I took a cab to the hotel, checked in and unpacked my bags…

I called Jenny and she told me she would meet for dinner and I could meet her new husband to be. Over dinner Jenny told me I was her only friend who was attending. She as disappointed and so was I.. I was hoping some of our old friends would be there and we would reminiscent about the old days. I would have loved to catch up and their present lives..

Jenny filled me in on herself and what she was doing. How she met her new husband to be. His name was Roger and he worked in New York City as a stockbroker. Jenny met him at work about a year ago. They were having the wedding in Providence because his family lived there…..

Jenny invited me to the wedding rehearsal and dinner afterwards… At the dinner I met the people in the wedding party and Roger’s parents…. All in all it was a lovely time…

The wedding was very nice… everything was just perfect. The bride was beautiful and the ceremony just so so.. I cried, like I do at every wedding.

At the reception, I was seated at the table with some of Roger’s co-workers who were all attending with dates or their spouses. Myself and one other man were by ourselves. He introduced himself as Deron. He worked with Roger and was also a stockbroker. We talked over dinner. The wine was very good and I knew I was drinking way to much but I didn’t care. I just need to let loose a little bit….

Daron was an exceptional listener. As I began talking and became more comfortable and told Deron everything, my husband his attitude the problems with my pregnancy and it just all came out. Years of frustration, feelings of being worthless and as the words came out I began to feel better. I then told Deron I was sorry for being so boring. He said quite the contrary, I feel so sorry for you that you feel so much pain. I smiled back at him and said I think that’s enough of my problems and I don’t want to bore you anymore. I just want to thank you for letting me get it all out in the open air. I felt that there was no one I could talk to and I have kept it inside of me for so long.

T\the band began to play and Deron ask me to dance.. So off to the dance floor I went. Deron was an exceptional dancer and I was enjoying myself very much. When the band played a slow dance, Deron took me in his arms and pulled me close. I was pressed up against him and I could felt so so good to be held. As we danced I could feel his cock against me. I don’t know why but I began to grind my hips against him.. I could feel his semi hard cock as I continued my movements.. . I looked up into his eyes and he was smiling

When the music stopped I pulled away, and asked him to sit down for a while. He knew I was flustered, my heart was beating wildly and I felt unusually warm… Deron asked if I was all right and I told him I was fine…. He asked if I need anything and I just looked up at him…. He leaned down and kissed me…. His lips touched mine and I didn’t resist. I parted my lips slightly and his tongue entered mine, I feel free,. Our tongues met and I began to suck on his tongue… I rapped my arms around his neck and let out a sigh. He broke off the kiss and whispered in my ear that he had to fuck me….. All I could do was nod. Then the words came out, Yes please fuck me, I need to be fucked so badly. I need to feel you inside me.

Once inside the elevator he pressed me against the rear wall and kissed me. I could feel his hands on my breasts and I reach between his legs and caressed his cock. I could feel it hardening as a touched. Our kissing became more passion. I have never in my life on it to be fucked so bad I could feel the wetness between my legs I panties were dripping wet. The elevator door opened and we practically ran down the hall to my room. I opened the door and we tumbled to the room we fell into the day my skirt was both Middle East my legs were spread Deron and his cock out, his black cock the first I had ever seen. I wanted to be fucked so bad, and Deron didn’t disappoint. I could feel his cock at the entrance of my pussy and in one swift move the was inside me I was so wet that he slid all the way in me easily. I cunt sucked him in an screamed it felt so good. I wrapped my legs around his back and told him not to move and wanted to feel his cock stretching my cunt. It felt so good. After a few seconds I started to move my hips and Deron started to slowly fuck me. Oh my God it felt so good, in and out slowly I could feel every inch of his cock in
Harder and harder Deron fucked me and I could feel him his cock pulsing and I can feel his hot, cum splashing against the walls of my cunt. The words came out of my mouth “cum inside me, I want to feel your black cum inside me.” I felt like a complete woman with my cunt so full of semen. I held Deron close. I could feel his cock softening and he rules over and just laid there exhausted as did I.

We laid there with our clothes on for several minutes catching our breath. Deron told me he had never experienced such a fuck in his entire life he said. Baby you are one fucking hot piece of ass. I smiled and told his I that I think than that was my first real orgasm in my life. I think Deron was very proud of himself. But I was so satisfied , I was in heaven.

Eventually, I got out of bed and the Deron looked at me and said take off your clothes, I want to see your body. I stepped to the center of the room and unzipped the back of my dress and let it fall to the floor. I stood before in my bra, panties, thigh highs and heels. He told me to turn around he wanted to see my ass. I did as he request I heard him say so fucking hot. God you are fucking beautiful. He then told me to take off my bra and show him my tits. I wanted to tease him a little bit and I slowly reached behind my back and unclasped my bra but as I slowly turned to face I held my hands over my breast. I smiled and asked him do you want to see more. He nodded in the affirmative and I told him I wanted to see his black cock. He said sure baby and smiling he stood up and took his pants he stepped down to his underwear on and his cock was half hard dangling between his legs, it made my mouth water. Deron then took off the rest of his clothes and stood before me naked.

Now it was my turn to disrobe. I dropped the bra and slipped my hands into my panties and slowly took the off. Some of Deron’s cum was seeping out of my cunt and dribbling down the inside of my thighs . I felt so, I guess the best way to describe it, naughty. Here I was in a hotel room, naked with a naked black man, who I had only met a few hours ago. Lots of first for me..

Deron walked up to me, took me in his arms and kissed me. We kissed standing there and Deron’s cock began to harden. I could feel it rising, he stepped back and told me to suck his cock. Without thinking I dropped to my knees and took his black cock in my mouth, kiss it, he said. Run your tongue around the head, I did as he requested. He was still semi-hard and I took his whole cock in my mouth. I loved the silky feeling of his cock, smooth growing harder. Oh god so good. I slowing began moving my head back feeling his cock sliding across my lips. Licking the head, slowing engulfing his cock again until I felt my lips against the base of his cock. My pace picked up, he grabbed my head and held it steady. He began to fuck my mouth like it was a pussy. My cunt was tingling.. I put my hands between my legs, felt my clit, electric shock went through my body. I was having an orgasm just sucking his cock.. After several minutes, he told me to stop. He didn’t want to cum. I got up and on shaky legs walked into the bathroom.. Seeing myself in the mirror I saw un-wanton lust on my face.

I walked back into the room and Deron was laying in the center of the bed stroking his cock. He told me to lay down next to him. I did and he took my hand and told me to stroke it for him As I was playing with is cock we started talking about my sexual experiences. He asked me questions and I answered his as truthfully as I could. I told him this was the first time cheating on my husband and my first time with a black man. He laughed and said, I bet it won’t be your last.

We laid there a long time, playing with each other. He ate my pussy, I sucked his cock some more. We fucked again in different positions… Me on top, doggie.. missionary. Deron was so controlled I held back cumming. He told me he wanted prolong it a long as possible. I on the other hand came many times. I loved him playing with me. Sucking my breast, fingering my pussy. Eating me. And I loved playing with him,, stroking his cock, sucking it… licking his balls. Kissing him….

I told him my plane was leaving tomorrow afternoon and I was checking out of the hotel at 11. He suggest I call the airline and see if I could reschedule to a flight on Monday. So I called and as luck would have it for twenty-five dollars I could get a flight on Monday afternoon. I then called the desk and extended my stay one more day.

Deron fucked one more time but before he came he pulled out and told me to suck him. He wanted to cum in my mouth and have me taste his cum.. I did, it was a little salty and thick. I swallowed.. I sucked until he stopped cumming, and he slipped it out of my mouth. And I fell asleep with the taste of his cum in my mouth.

A few hours later I awoke to Deron’s sweet lips, he was kissing me, I stretched and told him it was a wonderful way to wake up. Deron said, I got a better way. I laughed and said fuck or blow job? He laughed and said both. We fucked again and I cleaned his cock with my mouth and tongue, tasting our combined juices..

Into the shower we both went, me soaping him up and he doing the same to me. His cock got hard again.. I told him lets wait a little while and get some breakfast . We toweled off and ordered room service….

We than crawled back into bed talked while I took his cock in my hand. Deron asked me if I was ever ass fucked.. I told no, not even my husband fucked there. Deron laugh, he said every black man wants to fuck a married white slut in the ass.. I asked him if he wanted to do that to me and he said yes. I replied,, will see….. I didn’t know if this was such a good idea….

Room service knocked at the door and I went to get my robe and Deron sail,,, just answer the door like that… I said I can’t… He said come on, Jeri, give him a thrill. See you buck ass naked with a black man… He’ll be talking about that all his life….. I said, I just can’t… Deron, said,, go on you will never see him again and besides I want you too. I gave in and said ok… I went to the door, took a deep breath and opened the door. You should have seen his face when he saw I was naked… He tried to avert his eyes but he couldn’t . I had a little laugh, I think I was embarrassed more for him then me. He rolled the cart in and just about run out of the room… He didn’t even wait for a tip..

Deron found it very amusing, he said that I was to pretty to not show off my body more. I told him I was shy. That’s a shame,, our depriving the world of a great work of art.. I told he was being silly, but I did like hearing it… LOL……

We ate in the nude… and I told Deron I had to call my husband and tell him I was not coming home today but tomorrow…. I called and Ted, my husband answered and I told there was a change of plans, I would be home Monday. He asked how was the wedding and was I having a good time… which. I was….. While I was talking, Deron came up and put is cock in my mouth… It surprised me.. and Ted asked what was that.. I said the TV.. Deron was playing around, rubbing is cock all over my face. I was trying to compose myself… .telling Ted I was just a little tired and that I wanted to go back to bed and take a nap. I told Ted I would call him back later…..

Deron said he like the fact that I was talking to my husband with his cock in my mouth. He found that to be quite stimulating. He told lay down, I got to fuck you again. I was more that willing… as he was fucking he said he want to fuck my ass. He start fucking me harder, and harder, I came again. He didn’t. he pulled out and his cock was still hard.. I laid there catching my breath, I wrapped my hand around his cock and asked him if fucking my ass was what he wanted to do… He said Yes. He said he need some lubricant. I didn’t have any and neither did he… He picked up the phone and called room service, asking if they had and KY jelly… They told him no but they would sent some out to get some..

I knew that all the people in the hotel knew what that was for,,, and I sure the waiter told everyone about the nude lady in room 310. I know I should have been embarrassed but I strangely was turned on by it. Everyone knowing I was going to be ass fucked…. My pussy tingled….. I leaned over and took his cock in my mouth and started to slowly suck him… I just loved sucking him. We fucked some more without cumming. And an hour later a knock on the door… I got up, naked, asked who it was? Room service, I opened it and the waiter handed me a tube of KY jelly. The door was fully open and he looked at me and he said “damn” Ben wasn’t lying want he told us you were fucking hot.. I let him look a little longer and than closed the door..

I walked over to the bed and hand the tube of KY to Deron and he told no. I had to grease up my ass and his cock so he could fuck me. I told him to be gentle, my first time ever. He said he would.. and I opened the tube and began applying the lubricant to my ass. I glanced at Deron, his cock was standing straight up.. Harder than even last night. I leaned over and gave his cock a few sucks leaving my saliva on it. Than take some KY in my hand a rubbed it all over his cock… When I was finished he told me to kneel on the bed with my ass up.

I did as he said and with my head down, he stepped behind me and I could feel the head of his cock touching my asshole. Slowly he push forward, just a little bit, It hurt a bit, I let out a moan,, again he pushed further, I felt my ass tighten around his cock. He said just relax baby, just relax.. I’m almost in… he pulled out a little, that slowly forward again. A little further in. than out again, than again forward more went deeper inside me. I was feeling uncomfortable it was hurting I told him that.. He just let it go, baby. You’ll see, than he shoved it all the way in. one swift move.. the pain was intense. I had tears in my eyes.. I said no please no more… but he just held me by my hips. Leaving his cock embedded in my ass. The pain subsided, he started to withdraw and half way out he went back in. this time no pain, I moaned, he was telling,, see baby, it’s ok now. Your so fucking tight, I cock feels so good,,,, fuck I love fucking you… all with while slowing fucking me slowly, in and out. Stroking my ass. It started to feel good, he picked up the pace, fucking faster and faster. I was going to cum.. Yes fuck me, fuck me.. I started to push back with he withdrew I was getting use to it. Fuck I couldn’t believe if was enjoying it.. Not as much as I like fucking the regular way, but ok..

He slowed down and fucked me for 10 minutes or so. Then he said he was going to cum. I urged him on…. Telling him to cum for me,, I wanted him to cum in my ass. And he came inside me. He pulled out and to tell the truth I feel relieved… He rolled over and just laid there.. I got up, sat on the toilet and let his cum drain into the bowl. I cleaned myself up a bit took a washcloth out to clean Deron’s cock. He told me that he hoped he didn’t hurt me,, and I said no it was ok… I was glad I could make him happy. He smiled, got up and told me to get into the shower. We played around in there for a while than back in the bed…

I gave him a slow blow job, it took some time but he got hard again, I asked him to fuck me. I rolled over on my side and lifted my leg up, and Deron put his cock in my pussy and we gently fucked for a long time… I just loved his cock in me… we feel asleep like that,, his cock deep inside my cunt.

We must have slept for a couple of hours, I woke up with Deron’s cock still in my pussy. I went to the washroom and when I came back Deron was up. He asked me what time it was and I looked at the clock and it was 3:30, He said he was hungry and we ordered some room service. While we were waiting, Deron told me he had to get up early in the morning so he could go to work. Then he changed his mind and said he would call in sick.. and take me to the airport. I was ok with that… We showered again. And when room service arrived I answered nude, to my surprise 2 waiters… I chuckled to my self and gave them a going view.. I even bend over to pick up something from the floor… I really got a kick out of it… I never saw myself as an exhibitionist before, but I was beginning to change my view on that…

After the waiters left, we ate and fucked a few more time… Deron didn’t cum anymore because he wanted to continue to get hard.. So I came, he just fucked me,, ate my pussy, We spent the rest of the night like that. Exhausted we fell asleep with his cock in me like before..

We woke up at 9 AM, with a morning fuck,,, Deron came.. I sucked his cock clean,,, a we ordered breakfast… I was looking forward to showing myself off again,, and this time when the waiter rolled in the cart.. I sat on the bed,, spread my legs and gave him a good view of my cunt…. Deron made the comment that it was getting to be a real slut and I had to agree…. LOL…

Breakfast done,, another fuck, shower and time to check-out. I packed up and as we left the room,,, I kissed Deron, and thanked him for such a wonderful time.. He said the pleasure was all his….

At he check out desk,,, Deron told the clerk that he would pay for the room services. And to make sure they did not appear on the bill… I know the clerk knew why,,, That was something I hadn’t thought of… Deron drove me to the airport and I blew him in the parking lot….

That was the last time I saw or heard from him again… The flight home was quite a roll coaster ride for me… Sitting there recalling all the events that occurred the last few days. The guilt of betrayal didn’t occur until I got home and saw my boys….. You just can’t beat Catholic guilt…

Deron’s cock was just average,,, about the same size as hubby,, 6 may be 6 ½, and may be a little thicker…. But damn he knew how to control his cock, I think I was fucked by Deron more in the weekend that I had in the 3 years…. One other thing,,, I loved the contrast between his dark skin and my white skin,,, very hot…

Over the next few months I explored my exhibition impulses and began masturbating more.. sometimes three or four times a day, thinking of Deron. When my husband fucked me,,, Deron was on my mind….. In August Sam entered my life. He showed me what sex was all about.. Exposed my inner slut.. my subservient side and my undying need for black cock…. Bye for Now,,,,,,
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