first girlfriend and a cuckolding experience (a true story)

Sadly I was too young and could not comprehend what took place. Fearing she was in love with Tyler, and maybe she was maybe she wasn’t, but I was too cowardly to find out and left the situation battered and bruised. I was left with feelings of inadequacy for a long time which actually killed my single life. I now know that Kathy and maybe a small fraction of women are a size queen to that degree and that I am more or less average in size, but what’s average when compared to these hung studs. My thoughts progressed into that of a cuckold. I have for a long time desired to find the cuckoldress of my dreams. I’ve tried telling women I was with about this fetish but they are generally disgusted or confused and as discouraged as I am sometimes, I know If there is a next time, I will be ready and willing.